Emotional Rollercoaster...Come take a Ride

I am feeling some kinda way. I used to hate that expression. I always tell my son "USE YOUR WORDS" sorry, I just can't explain this one. My sister said  I always go through crazy seasons, she is right but this one I can't shake.  I am wanting to make some changes. Quickly... it could be my hormones, I am pregnant. 20 weeks. I find out what we are having next week. I am super excited.
Back to these sudden desires to make changes... to my HAIR ( I have been natural for 4 years but have never rocked my natural curls) I have kept my hair straight. All of a sudden I want my kinky curly natural tresses to blossom. I don't know why but it is an urgent feeling to do.  I also want to eat better, wear make up, OMG I must be having a GIRL....I am flooded with the what if's... I am quickly reminded of the scripture " Trust in the Lord with all you heart, and lean not unto your own understanding". Whew peace. Thank you Lord for peace.

kinky curly healthy hair

******So I started this blog last week and didn't take the time to sit down and finish******.
I made a HUGE Instagram announcement to all of my 20 followers that I am having a BOY!!!! ( Shout out to Jesus for making my dream come true). I love my boys. I would have like 4 more if it didn't take 9 months to bake then 18+ years to raise.I just don't see myself raising a girl. I am so looking forward to meeting baby boy Evans.

20 weeks!

Now that I am trying to be all neo soul or eccentric I have no idea what I am doing. If you see me know that I am not my hair! I am still a diva in training. I will not let this hair beat me. This process is teaching me patience. I will post pics of the journey. ( not yet though) Pray I don't give in.